crazy: caffeine and nicotine and sleep...

Tired doesn't begin to come close. Everything vibrates, a horrid shift of colors. Had a bit of a nap, some food, and a few kreteks and some coffee, which thankfully has dampened things down a bit. So now it only feels like my body is on fire. Be glad for small favors.

At the very least, I don't feel like taking both my kneecaps off with a screwdriver (if only my hands could hold one) , like I did this afternoon. Flat would be just fine, thanks.